Tuesday, January 24, 2012

I need HELP and ADVICE...

I don't know if anyone is actually reading this yet (or will ever) but I had an overwhelming experience tonight and I feel like all I want to do is cry.

I was sitting at home with the husband and one of our neighbors came to the door asking for a phone to borrow.  I don't know what happened to my motor skills or my ability to function like a regular person.  I totally lied to this person saying that my phone was dead.  I totally froze up and just panic'd.  As I logged into my blog I read the quote I chose....Fear...

I get the same feeling every time I cut a mans hair.  I can feel my blood turn ICE cold and I start shaking like a leaf.  I need to figure out where this fear comes from and why.  Even now an hour later..I just want to cry.

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